Facing the Future with Some Fear

I’m almost a year out after losing my husband, but I still don’t feel any better equipped to care for myself. In fact, if anything, I feel worse now.

I have to seriously change my ways so that I can survive and I don’t know how or if I can even do it. The only thing I have going in my favor is that I’ve survived other tough times before and have survived, but that’s little consolation when the stakes are now so high.

Disability is not going to be enough